Contributor Series 2: Candy and Spirits, La Llorona, The Weeping Woman

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Contributor Series 2: Candy and Spirits
La Llorona, The Weeping Woman

By Ray Sharp

Mis hiiiiiiiiiijos, mis pobreciiiiiiiiiiiitos!

My chiiiiiiiiiiiildren, my poooooor babies!

The anguished cry from the arroyo

pierces the moonless night, a wailing

that emanates from beyond the beyond,

foul ghost-breath on the scruff of my neck,

stink of mud and rot and something worse,

shiver of cold lightening down my spine,

icy hand grabbing me by the huevos and

squeezing them like two quail eggs,

a sickening sensation of bony fingers and

the sudden sound of dry brown shells

cracking. Why do you pull me down

to the edge of the black and swirling

waters, oh La Llorona, Weeping Woman,

Indian Princess, Traitor of La Raza,

Doña Marina, La Malinche,
Wicked

Bitch, Whore of Cortez, Medea-Witch?

You opened our land and your legs

to the false Quetzalcoatl, the white-

faced bearded killer who burned the ships

at Vera Cruz, and to the ghost soldiers

on their snorting demon-horses who

raped Tenochtitlan and cut out

the beating heart of México. And so
you killed your devil spawn, held them
fast under these very waters, and dove

with them, your beloved babies,

swimming to the depths of Hell.

But you could not kill the meztizos,

a million bastard children born of

Padre España
and Madre México.

To this day, you cry from the river

for the flesh of your loin,

for the blood of your heart,

for the pain you endure,

the never-ending curse of filicide,

and the suffering of those who walk

this dry and dusty God-forsaken land.

Down you pull me, under the oily surface

into your muddy lair, your arms like ropes

that bind me tight, your ghost breasts

two empty paper sacks, your sex

a dark and toothless grin that sucks me

with its supernatural attraction

and swallows my soul. Perhaps,

in the end, you had to kill for the shame

your kind have worn since Eve

fell from Grace, the world in a state

of perpetual postpartum depression.

Twice our sins wash down this river,

one time baptism and the other drowning.

I see now that it is only just and good

that I surrender to your sweet embrace

and kiss your dead white lips,

breathe your darkness into my lungs

and join you forever in your watery grave,

wet womb from where we were birthed.

Ay, Dios Mío!


Ray Sharp's poetry (Synesthesia; Contributor Series 1: 9/11, Threnody for the Survivors of September 11, 2009; Under an August Moon; (  ); Clavicle; Sternwheeler)
has appeared at vox poetica in 2009.

 

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